Sometimes I feel like…
I’m the only person that believes Rachel should have ended up with Joey.
He loved her so much. and. IHATEROSS.
We are not scaremongering.
This is really happening.
This is really happening.
Oh. I am tired out by life. It drags me down.
And all these thoughts that I’m swimming in. I feel like I could drown.
‘Cos everything is moving too fast for me to see.
And these assholes try to make me something I don’t want to be.
And the best news I can hear all day is for you to say to me.
“Boy. It’s alright. You’ll be with me tonight.”
Wait. Don’t move. You are beautiful. And I know that you always will be.
And oh. Your eyes are open now.
And I’ve never felt more proud than when the both of them are focussed on me.
But everything is moving way too fast for me to see.
And these assholes, they try to make me something that I could never be.
And the best news I can hear all day is for you to say to me.
“Boy. It’s alright. You’ll be with me tonight. Boy, it’s alright. You’re my life. You’re my light. Boy it’s alright. I will dream of you tonight.”
Tonight.
They make me
Controlling my feelings for too long.
Forcing our darkest souls to unfold.
And pushing us into self destruction.
They make me. Make me dream your dreams.
They make me. Make me scream your screams.
Trying to please you for too long.
Visions of greed you wallow.
Why yes. I think I probably would.
Keep. Myself. Awake.
I hate that I have to wait till tuesday to see you. Lol I look quite fine :p lmao. I’m drunk. You and only you. I love you. <3 xxx
I want to:
1. sit in my pyjamas an pull my fringe in front of my eyes and listen to grungy music and turn my phone off and eat my body weight in shit that’s bad for me.
2. watch some really fucking angsty messed up relationship drama. Something like Spike and Buffy. Where they screw each other up and their passion / hatred / unrequited love / abuse / self loathing / self destruction is just full on all consuming.
3. Run really fast and break stuff.
4. Get drunk.
5. Create this brand new identity for myself where I’m just really dark and brooding and angsty and intense. And yet somehow hideously attractive and mysterious.
Whatever. Probably just gonna stick with a cup of tea tbh.
You’re kicking me.
I am in bed being a ridiculous and needy girl.
I am cuddly and INEEDABIGSPOON.
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